Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My body

It's not fair! It's not fair! It's not fair! Let me just advise any of you reading this post today, if you aren't pre-menopausal, menopausal or post-menopausal, you'll just think I'm going crazy and just stop reading this particular post.

OK, I understand that I'm getting older. I take comfort in reading many of your posts because you are going through the same things I am, or have been through the same things I'm going through. You can comisserate with me. It really is nice to be able to share my pain with so many of you. Really...

I've decided my body hates me. Now, I accept the fact that I'm getting older and my body is changing. I can deal with that. It's my body's timing that needs to be reset. I've read so many posts about hormones, hot flashes and mustaches, but my biggest pain in all of this is "My dreaded period"!!!!!! Let me give you some examples of the timing of my body:

1) The day before my wedding, I start...
2) Luckily my body decided to skip the whole month of October, which I genuinely appreciate since I went on my honeymoon in October
3) Pay back in November. 3 weeks and 2 days worth of pay back
4) Tomorrow is my 46th birthday, New Years Eve and there will be no kids in the house all night. Guess what just started today???? 3 guesses and the first 2 don't count....

My body hates me. I swear it knows when there are not going to be any teenagers around and then it decides "It's time"!!!!! Does anyone feel my pain???? My FRUSTRATION!!!!!

Now most of you can see why my post from yesterday was so depressing and hormonie...... On the day before I start, I'm about as nice to be around as a pile of dog crap... Seriously... You look at me the wrong way and I'll either claw you're eyes out or start crying or most of the time both....

Back to work... I just had to get that off my chest!

5 comments:

Wunderwoman said...

Happy Birthday!!

Sorry bout your body hating you. Mine did too a few years ago, so I went and had that nasty uterus ripped out (it hated me for 6 months straight, what's a girl to do?)

Smart Mouth Broad said...

Hugs to you! (((((QTPIE)))))
and unfortunately, I FEEL your pain....

thistlesandmapleleaves said...

i'm agreeing with you...the body does know, dammit. And there's just no reasoning with it...

qtpie said...

Wunderwoman: And I thought 3 weeks was bad...

SMB: Heeeellllppppp Meeeeeee I'mmmm Meeellllltttttiiinnnngggg!!!!

Thistlesandmaplesleaves: Reasoning???? What is that????? My world has always been dictated to by the "Unreasonable". That's my norm...

kathnindy said...

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